My Trading Journal

July 2026
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Wednesday July 1 2026 - trading psychology
the markets are just random aren't they. and it's either i quit on my wins too early or i round trip them. but its harder to round trip my drawdowns. is it me that's random? maybe i'm forcing trades. overtrading until it hurts too much. it's like i'd rather be exposed than not exposed. does that mean i want to swing? I dont think so. i wonder what is truly going to align with my nervous system in the end. losing on the markets, experiential learning, paying tuition, whatever you want to call it. human design type calls it martyrdom - apparently that's part of my human design. go figure. happy canada day haha. last summer in canada. last canada day here. fingers crossed.